Tired of all the lemons ready for Lemonade

So I have determened that the saying "when life hands you lemons make lemonade" Needs to be amended becuase with out water and sugar your lemonade isn't going to taste very good at all. I have a saying of my own that is "I wish life would stop handing me Lemons and give me some sugar and water so I can make lemonade" well this is the story of my life right now it really seems like I keep getting Lemons and never any sugar (sweet things) or water (clam times) I feel as if I am lost in a mountian of hard times that I know will turn out fot the better in the end but right now it is really just the worst thing ever! So not only am I apparently to much for guys (in attitude, personality, and all that) but I can't even manage to keep my spirts about it up.... As it says i need some sugar and water so I can make some lemonade, so this is what is going on right now, I just found out that the guy I like has no feelings towards me at all which really hurts and what adds to it is that he is my co-worker who at times is in a supervisory capasity over me and so finding out that he dosen't like makes things at work awkward in a way I mean both of us are very much professional about it but at the sameboth of us are playing the avoidance game he and I seem to both be good at that game we have done it alot. so yeah I am really ready for some lemonade I am sick of just lemons................. Til next time
~Choirgeek